an annual visit

so, i went to the doctors today. she asked what was new, since i hadn't been there in 3 years i realized alot has changed....

i met a great guy, who is now my fiance

i'm planning on getting married sometime this year

i'm hoping to graduate college (sometime this year)

and well... the most exciting, i want to have a baby.

All of it can be overwhelming at times, however, individually they are all so special to me. I have a lot of changes planned for the future, and I'm ready to embrace them all.

I seriously can't wait to have a baby. I feel like at times my body is screaming saying "give me a baby!!!!"... other times it says, "take your time, no rush for no sleep and 24/7 dirty diapers"... so it was exciting when she told me foods to avoid, and what to do now to prepare my body, like taking prenatals. The last few times we went out and if I didn't drink, cause well, I just didn't feel like it, and people questioned it, i jokingly said "just preparin the body for the makin of a baby" - some people looked at me confusingly like "why would you do that?" but, well, lets face it - it's can only be beneficial.

It's truly amazing how the body works - how it has the ability to hold such a beautiful creation in the belly.